Joe is packing and I am sad

Joe is packing and that makes me sad. Poor Brady will wake up to a daddy-less house. When we signed up for the navy really didn't realize what we would have to go through. I have so much respect for military wives. It's hard to raise the kids by yourself. It sucks. I hate that joe will be gone for the most of this year. I feel stupid for complaining because I know that many military spouses have to go through the same thing I do. I feel overwhelmed and all alone. Joe is the only person I can truly talk to and tell my feeling to. Majority of this year we will only get to communicate through e-mail. This sucks this sucks this sucks..I am going to stay at my parents house so hopefully i stay busy and time goes by fast.